I don’t know how I feel being 30 this coming November. I’m happy to reach this age but I feel that I haven’t achieve anything yet. Although I’m happy with my career or my job now but still it seems something is lacking. Don’t have my own house yet (I really wanted to have one). In my list, owning a house and lot is my #1. Though I already achieve owning a lot, I still don’t own a house.
I am very grateful to God that He gave me 30 years of living. I still wanted more years. My only prayer is that He gave me enough strength to go on living for my family, for those who love me and for those whom I love.
Life is struggle I know. But living is beautiful. I often remember my favorite quote, this quote were posted in a wall in my teacher’ s classroom, it says “We will pass this world but once, only good therefore that we can do or we can show, we should do it now, for we will not pass this way again.” So true. Life indeed is very short to make unworthy.
In my 30 years, I don’t know if I am really that worthy. If I really have lived my life well. All I can say is, I am trying to be the best that I can be to everybody. I have spent my 29 years of living without any regrets. If i made mistakes, I think that’s inevitable. What I am now is because of the mistakes or the experiences that I have encountered that makes me stronger and it inspires me to explore more with people around me.
I am happy and will embrace another year that will be added to my age. It’s just a number anyway. 
Life goes on. No matter what.
jhaded10
